Alright!, here I come!, no!, hell no. Total, I got all the time in the world. I don't gotta get home, the only thing waiting if I go back is trouble. Let the damn landlady keep her shitty cockroach room, damn!, once this is over they'll find the 500 pesos I got stashed in the middle of the mattress. Hell, they can have it, see if she buys herself some damn cream so she breaks out in hives, heh!, I can already picture that stuck-up fat lady looking in the mirror and seeing a face like a baboon's ass, now that's gonna be good, and if she buys something that actually helps her, well whatever, total it'll be a good deed from me to her. I'm gonna screw those bank people so hard, all they'll get is my rags, but even with everything! in that shitty little room they won't cover the 13 thousand pesos I owe, they can wipe their asses with my stuff total it won't do me any good anymore, from here I go straight to purgatory, 'cause it's not like I'm a saint or a devil either, I'm somewhere in the middle (ain't like I'm a steak)… steak!, my snout's gonna look like steak smeared against the pavement, hope I splash a couple of those assholes who lend at interest. The only thing I feel bad about is I won't get to bang Lupita anymore. Damn girl is fine as hell. Oh well! Let that union asshole… sorry, syndicate, have her, it was his turn anyway, by seniority of screwing around and political post!. That bastard!!!, and my Holy Mother, poor little old lady's gonna suffer like crazy, she got one of the bad sons, and on top of that a scaredy-cat, a coward, who'll never settle down. There's my brother that bastard now he's the real deal, they already named him operations director at the construction company, he's making serious bank. Archie, why the hell do they call him that? Here come the flatfoots!, and the firemen too, who was the damn snitch that ratted me out, gotta be one of those old ladies with curlers in her head, I can already see her, screaming on the phone, -Police, he's gonna kill himself!, he's gonna kill himseelllff!!- poor little Smurf who had to answer that! -He's gonna kill himsellff!!- Ha,ha,ha,ha, and here they come putting on their little show, but wait am I really gonna kill myself?, or is it that I don't even wanna die anymore?, nah if I jump there's a chance I croak before I hit the ground, my heart pops out from the scare and just you wait, look!, there's the manager of the damn bank, now I'm really gonna jump, and while I'm at it I'll piss on him, (my suicide on Bank manager.- In the midst of his pain and pulling off a stunt worthy of a Papantla flyer, he pulled it out and stretching it out long and pretty as it was he pissed right in the face of the Central Bank manager) whooo!, just for that I'm gonna jump so you learn my secrets you bastard!. The light next door just came on, better not let them try to grab me, nah, better I move, but slow so I don't fall. Shit!, my foot slipped, oh fuck!, my arms hurt I can't hold on I'm falling, I'm falling!, I'm gonna break my… thank you!, thank you!, I wasn't gonna jump Officer I was just contemplating the metropolitan landscape. Seriously I wasn't, I admit I saw you guys down there but I thought there was a fire or maybe a crime, nah seriously I wasn't gonna jump, I swear, and with that I gotta go 'cause I'm late for the bus, and tomorrow I gotta go to work (where!), yeah seriously thank you you're my idol, thank you!, thank you!.
Hello Mr. Godines, what are you doing downtown, nah I was looking at the view and all of a sudden they grab me and say I wanted to kill myself, Yeah I know, don't worry I already got this month's payment for you, I'll bring it tomorrow, excuse me, and take care (fuck you). But I don't give a damn, I saw her close, if it weren't for that officer I swear my brains would be stamped on this glass. Watch oooout!!…. No fucking way!, now Death's really got me, and how fucked up running after the bus I set off the damn fire truck, and what an asshole, damn firefighter fuck you and on top of everything it's the same one who pulled me up from the heights, why save me if you were gonna squash me down here,
– sir!, answer me are you alright, I didn't see you I'm sorry?
– damn as..h..o..l..e..
Oh well. Let's see where I jump, up or down…